Stones…Part 2

Last time we saw Jacob he was making a deal (vow) with God, saying that if God took care of him, Jacob, in turn, would serve Him.

After anointing the stone, Jacob continues his travels to Uncle Laban’s house, and just before arriving, he meets Rachel, Laban’s daughter, as she is preparing to water her flock of sheep. If what happens next would occur today, there would be arrests, lawsuits, and all kinds of trouble. Jacob grabs her, kisses her, and lifts her up. I am picturing Patrick Swayze lifting Jennifer Grey in the air with the song I’ve Had the Time of My Lifeplaying in the background, but it probably didn’t go down like this. However it happened, Jacob is smitten, enamored, head over heels in love. So much so, that he wants her hand in marriage. But there is a problem. Rachel has an older sister, and well, I guess she wasn’t gorgeous like Rachel. I love the way The Messageputs it. “Leah had nice eyes, but Rachel was stunningly beautiful.” Jacob apparently wasn’t into eyes, because he wanted Rachel, who was, again, stunningly beautiful. Typical dude. Jacob and Laban enter into an agreement…Jacob will work for Laban for seven years in exchange for Rachel’s hand in marriage. They shake hands on the deal, and Jacob starts working that day.

I don’t know if you realized this, but the Bible is a time machine, because one verse, Genesis 29:20, covers the next seven years. It says, “Jacob worked seven years for Rachel. But it only seemed like a few days, he loved her so much.” I think we can all agree that there are periods of our lives when it feels like several years are over in a blink of an eye. If you have a child, you understand. Well, Jacob did his part, and it was now Laban’s turn to give Rachel’s hand in marriage. But he has other plans. Laban throws a huge party, and I can only assume Jacob had a little too much wine, and when it is “that” time for every groom’s favorite wedding night activity. Jacob is intimate with his bride. In the morning, imagine his surprise when, instead of Rachel lying next to him, it is Leah…you know, the one with nice eyes. I’m sure Jacob was furious. But Laban tells him that tradition dictated that younger daughters could not be wed before the older siblings. I wonder if Jacob thought in that moment of how he had tricked his father. The proverbial shoe was on the other foot. Jacob was now on the receiving end of a great deception. To smooth things over, Laban offers him the same deal for Rachel…work seven years and you can have her hand in marriage. I have to believe Jacob was like, “You don’t have any other daughter’s hidden away do you?” Apparently he doesn’t, and seven years (yes, one verse again) later, Jacob is married to Rachel.

As if these last 14 years haven’t been interesting enough, the next few are even more so. Jacob clearly loved Rachel more than Leah, but it was Leah who would start bearing children. Somehow Jacob balances time between the two, and Leah has a son, Reuben. Then another, Simeon. Then another, Levi. Then another, Judah. All this time, Rachel’s fury is building. So, she confronts her husband, “Give me children, or else I die.” Jacob claims he is doing his part, and in all honestly, it’s hard to argue that. Rachel then gives Jacob her maid to sleep with, in the pretense that it will be her (Rachel’s) child. It works and the maid gives birth to Dan. But Rachel needs to play catchup, so she tells the maid to sleep with Jacob again, and she bears another child, Naphtali. As if this soap opera of a story couldn’t get more bizarre, Leah is suddenly jealous (as if four sons weren’t enough). She now sends in her maid to bear more children on her behalf, because if Rachel can do it, so can she. And her maid bears a child, Gad. And then another, Asher.

Next level irony happens next. One day, Rachel is hungry and wants what Leah has. Leah trades the food to Rachel in exchange for permission to sleep with Jacob. (Again, I wonder if Jacob is reminded of his dirty dealings when he traded food with his brother in exchange for birthrights.) Leah is, once again, intimate with Jacob that night, and as a result, bears another child, Issachar. That recipe must have been mighty tasty to Rachel, because Leah gets pregnant again, bringing forth another son, Zebulun. Did I mention that food being delicious? It had to have been, for Leah has another “moment” with Jacob and bears a daughter, Dinah. Then Jacob sleeps with Rachel, and she gives birth to Joseph. I am beginning to wonder if these people have anything else to do.

The time comes for Jacob and his literal tribe to move on. He does, but not before some more conniving deception and trickery. You can read about that in Genesis 30. A lot happens to Jacob over the next few chapters. He runs from Laban, fearfully meets his brother Esau, his daughter is assaulted. Nothing good. And it certainly is not reflective of someone who promised to follow God. Nonetheless, God speaks to Jacob, “Go to Bethel.” Now, I believe in these past 20 years or so, God had been showing Jacob how it felt being on the receiving end of all the deception and wrongdoing of his earlier life.  And it was now time for Jacob to return to where he first met God…to where he placed that first stone. It was now time for phase 2 of construction at Bethel. The place needed an upgrade, so Jacob gathers more stones and builds an altar, and God once again meets him here, in the culmination of Jacob’s redemptive story.

Each stone placed in the creation of the Bethel altar, was a reminder of the times past. One stone here, Jacob’s mistreatment of Esau.  A stone there, dishonor of his father. Another stone in its place, manipulation of Laban. Stones for lying. Stones for loveless relationships. Stones for the lack of empathy. One by one, each stone is placed together to form the altar.  And one by one, each stone of Jacob’s past is broken down, dismantled, and destroyed. It took decades, but Jacob recognizes the God who sustained him through the ups and downs, saying, “God has fed me all my life long to this day”…reminiscent of the vow Jacob made during his first encounter with God at Bethel.

In the end, the grungy, despicable jerk, Jacob, is transformed into Israel, the guy who fathered an entire nation…stone by stone. Really digging into Jacob’s life this week, it has reminded me of the shortcomings in my own life. Times when I said I would do something…and didn’t. Times when I convinced myself I was telling the truth…and wasn’t. Times when I stayed busy…I didn’t want to face the reality of life’s challenges. This doesn’t even come close to scratching the surface of my inadequacies; however, the great news is I know a God who is way more powerful than any of my failings. In the end, all it takes is His voice telling me to drop all the stones of disappointment and despair, and to return to Bethel, where regretful choices meet redemptive love.

Stones…Part 1

Stones. I’m not really sure what caused me to start thinking about them and their relevance in the Bible. I was just sitting around several days ago and the thought came to me. That’s usually how these blogs start. A random thought becomes an inspiration to me, and sometimes that thought won’t leave me alone until I sit down at the computer and hammer out some words. It can be a blessing…and a curse. At 2:37 AM I’m not in the mood to get up and type, but if I don’t, it generally means I’m not going back to sleep. 

Anyway, stones. In the next few weeks, I am traveling back in time and looking at some of the pivotal moments where stones played a central part of God’s story. And our story. 

Stones.  Part 1

He’s not that different from you and me. And even though we wag our judgmental finger at him, if we are honest there are times when we are no better. Which makes Jesus’ sacrifice, mercy, and forgiveness even sweeter. But Jesus’s story is for another day. Today it is Jacob we are looking at.  We start in this chapter of his life where things are quickly spiraling out of control. The bad son, and even worse brother…the conniving, birth-right taking, blessing stealing, son of Isaac, packs his suitcase, flees the family farm, and heads toward the land of his mother’s family. What choice does he have? He has burned pretty much every bridge at home. His brother Esau hates him…wants him dead to be exact. He lied to his dad, so that relationship is on shaky ground. His mother is the sole standout. She tells Jacob to leave. Jacob heeds the advice of the one person on his side, and leaves. The Bible says he eventually came to a certain place, and because he was tired, he decided to spend the night. Four decades earlier Abraham came to this same place and had his own encounter with God. So, there was something special about this location. But this was not a Sandals Resort. There were no swim up bars, or a perfect beach setting with crystal clear water. Just an indiscriminate town, and Jacob is tired of walking, so he lays down. But he needs a pillow. And since he forgot his posture-pedic, feather-stuffed one back home, he grabs the nearest thing he could lay his head on. Now, let me interject something here. If you’ve ever served in the military and been deployed to Iraq, Afghanistan, or any of the other “stans”, you know that lugging your gear around for hours, from one place to another, and then being told to go wait with that large group over there, you get tired. You sit down and anything and everything becomes comfortable, including the stone you decide to use as a resting spot for your head. Nothing new here…Jacob did the same thing thousands of years ago.

In no time, Jacob is sound asleep…probably snoring like nobody’s business. And then he dreamed. A strange dream about a ladder and angels. Then there was a message from God; the land he slept on was going to be his. Jacob recognized the importance of the dream (who wouldn’t?), so when he woke up the next morning, he did what any person on the run from a murderous brother would do…he took the very same stone he had laid his head on, and set it up as a memorial, calling this plot of land Bethel (house of God). Don’t miss the significance of this –  

God – the holy, the perfect, the all-knowing, the mighty, the ever-lasting, meets Jacob – the terrible twin, the shameful son, the characterless coward. 

Now God, being who God is, begins to refashion Jacob. The process will take more than 20 years, but the dad deceiver and con artist on the lam, will eventually become a nation’s father, one chosen by God. Jacob, the supplanter becomes Israel, the God wrestler. 

Let me bring this to a close. Here, in this place, Jacob consecrated it by pouring oil over the stone and establishing Bethel as the first step in his redemptive story. As he prepares to leave, Jacob makes a vow with God that most of us have said or at least thought. It went something like this: If you save me, and give me what I want, you will be my God. We might say it this way – God, if you get me out of this mess that I am in, I will follow you.

For Jacob, this won’t be his last visit to this stone. He will see it again. And…cliffhanger alert…you won’t believe what he does just before his return. 

Suicide is…definitely not…painless

Suicide is painless.  So the lyrics go to the song that has long been attached to the television show M*A*S*H.  If you are not familiar with the show, you are proof that aliens do exist and have come to Earth.  Seriously, who has never seen at least one episode of the show that ran 11 seasons?  Now, if you are like me and have seen the show countless times, you are scratching your head and saying, “Dude, I don’t remember any words to that song that plays as the opening credits are displayed.”  And you know what?  You would be right.  There are no words that are being sung.  A quick search on this amazing thing they call the internet told me the producers used an instrumental version because the words were to too morbid and dark.  It’s true.  They are.  But the oft-repeated line, “suicide is painless”…IS. A. LIE.  It is not painless.  In fact, the entire song is one giant, depressed, mess.  If that is what the songwriter was going for, he nailed it.  

Here is the truth.  Suicide is not painless.  Not even a little.  It leaves a hole.  A chasm.  A canyon so immense it makes the Grand Canyon look like a crack in the sidewalk.  I know this firsthand.  I’ve had people in my life listen to the lie that there was no other option than ending their existence.  They believed there was no hope…no reason to keep fighting…and no one would miss them if they were not around.  They would just disappear in a painless act.  I want to reiterate – it is all a lie.  It is excruciating to be present in the aftermath of the biggest tragedy in our world.  

So, the million-dollar question then is, how do we stop someone from believing the lie?  I cannot begin to tell you how many times leaders in the military spent untold amounts of money on programs designed to end suicide.  Every time, I would tell my team that no program was going to make any substantial difference in combatting this scourge.  You can spend billions, create a thousand programs, send everyone to weeks-long training…and none of it will matter.  That itself is a depressing and sobering statement…but it is the truth, because there is nothing warm-blooded about a program.  There is no human connection with looking at a hundred PowerPoint slides.  At 2:38 in the morning, on a Tuesday, in March, none of that is going to matter.  What’s going to make a difference is if that person in the wee hours of the morning has someone willing to be present with them in that moment. I wrote a couple of weeks ago that it is imperative that we not let those walking in their valley of doubt, despair, and dare I add, death, walk it alone.  There is strength in numbers.  It has always been that way.  I love The Message translation’s of Ecclesiastes 4:12, “By yourself you’re unprotected.  With a friend you can face the worst.  Can you round up a third?  A three-stranded rope isn’t easily snapped.”  Did you get that?  “With a friend you can face the worst.”  Tell me anything that is worse than suicide-inducing depression.  But it can be defeated with a fellow traveler.  And when there are three?  The bond is strengthened even more.

I was watching the Marvel movie Thunderbolts today.  I am one of those who takes several months to get around to watch a new movie.  Obviously, it is not a new movie anymore…been out for months.  Again, that is just how I am.  But maybe today was meant to be the day I watched it.  You see, I started writing this blog several days ago and decided to let it breathe for a while before returning to it.  So, I am watching the movie and this part occurs that perfectly wraps up what I am trying to say.  To set the scene, there is a former Russian assassin, Yelena, who earlier in the movie, had reflected on her life and felt she had no purpose.  She was alone and desperate for something.  She has now met Bob.  Bob was a guy who just wanted to make it to the next drug high.  He found some people who promised that but then did some experiments on him that changed him into someone with unlimited powers.  The problem with Bob was that he suffered from loneliness, doubt, depression and all kinds of other mental health crises.  Earlier in the movie, Bob asked Yelena how one deals with those feelings of self-doubt, loneliness, and depression.  Yelena tells him that you just bury those thoughts deep down inside yourself.  It was a lie, and Yelena knew it.  But it is what she had always done.  But now, Bob’s dark alter ego is consuming the city into darkness, and threatening the existence of everyone… and we come to this scene.  

Yelena: What I said to you before was wrong, Bob.  You can’t stuff it down.  You can’t hold it in, all alone.  No one can.  We have to let it out.  We have to spend time together.  And even if it doesn’t make the emptiness go away, I promise you it will feel lighter.

Bob:  How do you know?

Yelena:  Because it already has for me.  We can find a way out of here together.  Will you try and leave here with me?

OMG, I never expected anything of substance to come out of a superhero movie.  It’s just entertainment.  You can put a Marvel movie on and just vegetate for two and a half hours.  But this one hit hard, like a knockout upper cut to the jaw.  This one scene encapsulates it perfectly. Togetherness.  You see, that is the point.  We cannot just stuff it down.  No amount of sheer willpower is going to make it disappear.  There is no magic red or blue pill we can take to alter this reality.  We all need each other to find a way out of the darkness together.  So, today, be a Yelena in someone’s life.  And while you are at it, find a Yelena to be in your life… because – by yourself you’re unprotected.  With a friend you can face the worst.  

Doe a Deer

Forrest Gump     Star Wars: A New Hope        Jaws…

These are some of the movies that, whenever they come on TV, I have to watch.  I don’t know how many times I have seen each of these masterpieces, but they number in the dozens.  And for the record, I am terrified of swimming in anything that is not a pool, for fear of getting attacked by a great white shark.  I know, I know, they don’t live in lakes, but don’t try and convince me of that, because it won’t work.  They are there.  My other favorites come around at Christmas.  The holiday season is like groundhog day in our house.  I must see several of the same movies every year, and in some instances, if it is on more than once, I may or may not watch it multiple times.  These include the The Sound of Music (yes, you read that correctly, because how else are you going to know the names of the musical notes; and where else are you going to see a bunch of children running around in hilly pastures wearing clothes that used to be curtains), Charlie Brown Christmasand the holiday show of all shows The Year Without a Santa Claus.  For weeks, everywhere I go I have the Heat/Snow Miser song in my head…it’s awesome.  At least that is what I tell myself.  There is one other Christmas movie that is required viewing in our house…It’s a Wonderful Life.  It is a great movie.  I know there are lines of people who would disagree with me…they are wrong, I am right.

In spite of the greatness of the story, the thing that has always bothered me about this movie, though, was the ending.  What happened to George and his family?  Did they move from that drafty, old house?  You know, the one with the wooden finial on the stairs that always pulled off whenever George grabbed it.  What happened to the grumpy, old Mr. Potter?   Was he ever arrested for stealing the Bailey Savings and Loan’s money?  And speaking of the old Savings and Loan building…did George continue working there?  Did he ever decide to travel the world?  As you can see, I have a lot of questions, and no answers.  So, I have to hypothesize.  The ending in my head goes like this.  All of George’s friends and family gave him a lot of money and bailed him out, as is witnessed in the movie.  Potter is arrested, found guilty, and sentenced to 5-10 years.  His employer that showed him the growing neighborhood of homes being financed by George’s bank is the star witness for the prosecution.  George does do some traveling around the world with his family, but then always returns to Bedford Falls and the Bailey Savings and Loan, because it is here that he can do his best work…helping people.  Supporting the small community.  Just ask Violet, the highly questionable young lady, who George helped by giving her money to leave town, leading to Mr. Potter threating to spread the rumor that George and Violet were having a fling together.

But Violet isn’t the only one George helped.  There is the Martini family.  George financed his mortgage when crusty old Potter refused.  And of course, all of the individuals at the Savings and Loan who show up when the stock market crashes, including little, old Ms. Davis who only wants a few dollars to get by.  You see, George made it a habit to help those in need, and in the end, they showed up big time to repay his kindness.  You may know a George Bailey.  You would be counted as blessed to have one in your life.  Someone who would give you the shirt off their back.  They would break down every obstacle to get to the person in need.

“I was hungry and you fed me.  I was thirsty and you gave me a drink.  I was homeless and you gave me a room.  I was shivering and you gave me clothes.  I was sick and you stopped by to visit.  I was in prison and you came to me.”  These words are a gut punch.  People in  these situations are desperate for someone to give them anything to lessen their suffering and discomfort.  We need people like this in our world.  People who will show up and provide relief.  People like George.  

People like Narda van Terwisga.  Narda was the oldest daughter of a typical Dutch family.  After completing grade school she was employed as a secretary, as she was a quick typist and fluent in Dutch, English, German, and French.  In addition to this, she also managed a school for teaching and typing.  Yeah, I know, nothing earth-shattering.  But like Paul Harvey always used to say…here’s the rest of the story.

Narda lived in perilous times, and in a very perilous location.  The Netherlands in the 1940s to be exact.  And in case you don’t remember what was going on in the 1940s in Western Europe, here is a recap.  Germany had pretty much invaded and taken control everywhere.  Hitler had big plans of lebensraum, or a vast expansion of territory, and no country was going to stand in his way.  By 1943, the United States was embroiled in the war in Europe.  That same year, Narda founded the underground resistance group Vrije Groep Narda (translated Free Group Narda).  She disguised herself by altering her appearance and using numerous aliases.  Her team of trusted undercover personnel operated as couriers for classified material and helped Jews and others escape across borders into safe zones.  They also rescued crew members from downed Allied aircraft and helped them return safely to their units.  They operated in several locations, forging identity cards and food ration sheets.

Things were always tense, but on September 29, 1944, one of the resistance fighters betrayed the group to the German Security Service.  They arrested Narda, other resistance fighters, and two Allied pilots hiding with them, eventually executing all of them in public to dissuade others from joining the resistance against the Germans.  All except Narda.  No one knows why, but she didn’t share the same fate.  However, she spent several months in various concentration camps before being rescued from Ravensbrück by the Swedish Red Cross.  She had been tortured and suffered from physical and psychological abuse at the hands of her captors.

After the war, she worked, with the support of various foundations, to provide recovery for those who had fought so valiantly in the resistance.  For her help in rescuing Allied pilots, she received the U.S. Medal of Freedom and the British King’s Medal for Courage in the Cause of Freedom.  She was also awarded the Dutch Order of the Bronze Lion and honored with a Resistance Memorial Monument.

We need them.  People like George.  People like Narda.  And people like Paul and Kim.  Paul and Kim…two individual who probably won’t ever make it on the big screen, or have books written about (or maybe they will…).  They didn’t fund houses for people.  They didn’t risk everything to rescue Allied forces behind enemy lines.  But they did help a local community when any need presented itself.  A place to go when power went out?  Check.  A hub for collecting things for those in need?  Check.  A drop off point for toys for kids whose parents had nothing to give?  Check.  A place of respite for Veterans facing all kinds of inner demons? Check.  Ground zero for organizations fighting Veteran homelessness?  Check. 

Challenges come and plans change.  That is Paul and Kim’s story right now.  But one thing is certain.  When a community need arises, they will most assuredly be there, offering any help they can.  Because, like I said, the world needs people like them.

Bacon on Fire

Ferdinand Foch, French general and Supreme Commander of the Western Front during World War I, wrote, “The most powerful weapon on earth is the human soul on fire.”

There they gathered…sipping on mimosas, lounging in their chaises, idly chit-chatting about the goings on in the towns around them.  High-fiving each other, totally agreeing with everything that is being said…the friendliest group one could ever imagine.  There is 56 of them, but you would never know it, because they speak with one voice, waiting patiently for their turn to talk, nodding their heads at all of the ideas being shared.

If this were a recording, this is the moment when the special effects guy drags the needle across the record…screeeeeech.

The lights go out, the scene is reset, and slowly, the lights return…and reality makes an entrance.

There they gathered…that much is true.  However, they were not sipping champagne-laced orange juice…in fact, I’m not even sure that was a thing yet.  And I present to you, other things not true.  They weren’t lounging around.  No idle chit-chatting.  High-fiving?  No.  No total agreement either. No harmonious voice of ideas.  Friendliness, although many were friends, was not a character trait on center stage.  Patience?  Are you kidding me?  They were so busy talking over each other, interrupting and ignoring, that it is something spectacular to think about what came out of this group.  Heck, there weren’t even 56 of them.

Ok, after all that, it is kind of difficult to be too hard on them.  If we’re honest, we would have been just like them.  No air-conditioning.  Stuffy room.  Wigs pasted on our heads.  Windows open to allow for some facsimile of a faint breeze…a sewage-wafting breeze that is.  We would have been in a horrible mood, demanding that everyone else agree with us, all while disagreeing with everyone else.  It’s just who we are.  We can’t help it.  And neither could they.

But somehow, against all odds, a document was written, declaring independence from the tyrannical mothership, played by England in our story.  On July 2, 1776, the vote was taken, and on July 4, the piece of history was printed, and the signing started.  We are led to believe that this parchment was passed around, and one by one, signed by all 56 delegates.  At least that is how I learned it fifty-some trips around the sun ago.  I like to imagine it went something like this:  “Ok, everyone, get in a single file line, tallest in the front.  No, it doesn’t matter what state you’re from.  Virginia, you guys have to play nice with everyone else.  You are not more important than the smaller colonies.  What do you mean all 56 aren’t here?  Didn’t they get the memo? ”

Alas, it didn’t occur quite like this, but we do know that some of the 56 were not in town on July 4.  One of those guys was Samuel Chase, “Old Bacon Face”, himself.  This Marylander was, well, in Maryland.  A few weeks earlier, he had travelled to Canada, along with Benjamin Franklin, to seek military support for the upcoming revolution.  They failed, so back to Philadelphia they went.  Then, when Chase learned that Maryland was having a sale on thick-cut bacon, he dashed back to his home state.  Just kidding.  In truth, he hustled it back because Maryland’s legislators still hadn’t decided on whether they would vote for independence.  So he traveled back to persuade them to get with it and vote yes, which they did.  He then caught the red eye back to Philadelphia and signed his “John Hancock”, literally right under John Hancock’s “John Hancock”.  And while it might make a neat and tidy Sunday night movie story, we know that he didn’t sign it on July 4, like most of the other men, but at a later date, most likely August 2.

Old Bacon Face, who got his nickname from the facial expression he made the first time eating a Wendy’s Baconator hamburger, was a fiery individual, who never backed down out of fear.  Years before this group met in Philadelphia, Chase was protesting England’s hold over the colonies.  He broke into an office being used for storing stamps, and burned it, protesting the despicable Stamp Act, a British law requiring taxes to be collected for most paper documents.  He admitted to the crime, while also calling out those unwilling to stand up against these British laws, making himself out to be some kind of courageous patriot.  And here’s the thing…he was.  July 4 was a watershed moment, and while there were many who desired the status quo of British rule, there were also those who risked it all to foment a change.  They challenged that status quo.  Nothing would ever be the same again.

I am reminded of another group gathered in a very different room.  This one, much smaller, half a world away, and a couple millennia earlier, was occupied by, not 56 men, but 13.  One would soon give his life for all, one would betray, and the rest of them?  Well, they would foment a change.  They didn’t have a Bacon Face, but they did have a James and John, Peter and Andrew, and a few others, and they indeed challenged the status quo…and nothing would ever be the same.  

Thus, we start a journey of stories centered around the year of our birth as a nation.  We celebrate 250 years of ups and downs, good and bad, light and dark, mountain tops and valleys, victories and defeats. Where will we be next week?  You’ll have to stay tuned, or you can subscribe to my blog, link in comments. 

On yeah, one last thing, Samuel Chase didn’t really get his nickname from eating a Wendy’s hamburger…everyone knows the fast-food chain didn’t open until 1777.  

Don’t Keep Them in a Box

I am writing to all of you who dreamed of being the one coming to the rescue, or against all odds, jumping into the fray when no one else would.  In 1977, hundreds of thousands of 11-year-olds instantly became Luke Skywalker flying their X-wing down the Death Star’s trench and firing a proton torpedo into the vent shaft, blowing it up, and saving the Republic.  Or maybe it was just me.  A year later, those same kids (yes, that means me) and a hundred-fold more became Superman flying so fast that they spun the earth in its opposite direction, reversing time, and bringing Lois Lane back to life.  Or perhaps you were Jaime Sommers or Steve Austin, both rebuilt after catastrophic injuries, to become the bionic woman and bionic man, and worth, you already know it…six million dollars each.  That was a lot of money in 1973…today, Steve and Jaime would each be worth nearly 43 million dollars.  Inflation…got to love it.  Well, maybe you never dreamed of being one of these, but I can guarantee that when you were young, you created a scenario where you were the hero of the story…the dragon slayer…the conquering warrior…the adventurous explorer.  The desire to be these, resides in every one of us.

As a history major, I find it fascinating to visit battlefields, and in the United States, there is no better location than Virginia, especially if you are like me, and study the American Civil War.  Now, what you need to understand is, I eat, drink, breathe history.  Pretty much always have.  And most others do not.  That can be problematic if your family is in that camp.  Fortunately for me, my bride humors my addiction and plays along.  When we lived in Virginia, I set a goal of visiting as many civil war battlefields as I could.  And just to make it more fun, I dragged my family along with me.  We drove all over the region, visiting some of the most obscure places where battles took place.  I remember one was basically commemorated with just a small metal sign, right in the middle of Richmond…but we spent time there, nonetheless.  Others were quite extensive with reenactors and fantastic museums.  At nearly all of them, our daughter, who was 6-10 years old at the time, felt her experience needed to be centered around finding the best rocks for her collection.  As she aged, she became more interested in what occurred at these places.  On one of our trips to Gettysburg, she even asked me to be the professional tour guide.  Still, ten years later, those rocks remain in her possession.

Alright, enough of chasing that rabbit.  It’s 1865 and the Civil War is winding down.  General Grant has been pursuing General Lee and the Confederate Army across Virginia for a year, engaging in combat no less than 10 times.  The Union Army has now laid siege to the city of Petersburg, where Lee and the Confederates are entrenched.  The siege would last nearly 10 months with neither side gaining much ground, at the cost of thousands of lives.  Grant is not worried; he has experience in this strategy.  Two years earlier, he laid siege to Vicksburg, Mississippi.  It took three months before the city fell to the Union general.  This time it would take a considerably longer period.  In the 292 days of the Petersburg siege, the Union Army would attack multiple times, each time being repelled without gaining much ground.  Then came April 2, 1865.  This day, Captain Charles Gould, a captain in the 5th Vermont Infantry, led part of the attacking Union force.  Confusion is usually the enemy of surprise, and this time would be no different.  Regimental communication became mixed up, and Gould, accompanied by about 50 men, were separated from the main attacking body.  The young captain was the first to reach the precipice of the defensive works and instantly jumped down into the defenders.  His first injury happened when a rebel thrust a bayonet through his cheek.  Gould responded by putting his sword through him.  Another Confederate officer hit Gould over the head, while a third bayonetted the captain in the shoulder.  Then Gould was surrounded by the enemy who began beating him, and would most certainly have killed him, if it weren’t for the Union men who showed up and dragged Gould from the front.  Back behind the attacking force, he rested, walked a mile back to the Union lines, asked for reinforcements, and then finally sought medical attention for his wounds.  A week later, the war was over, with Lee surrendering to Grant at Appomattox Court House.  Twenty-five years later, Captain Charles Gould would be awarded the Medal of Honor for his actions on that day at Petersburg.

I wonder if while sitting around after that attack on April 2, recuperating and getting treated for his wounds, Captain Gould looked around and picked up a couple of rocks, like our daughter, and stuck them in his pockets for memory’s sake.  I doubt it, but one never knows.  I do know this, picking up rocks on battlefields isn’t something dreamt up by our daughter.  A long time ago, but in our galaxy (not one far, far away – and the Star Wars analogies keep coming…hang tight, there are more to come), another young warrior walked onto a battlefield…this one with giants…and carefully chose a few rocks.  These did not go into his pocket for a future collection.  They were not mementos.  They were not going to end up in the bottom of a box, packed by professional movers, and moved halfway across the country, only to be rediscovered five years later after said box was finally opened.  Yep, that happened.  

David’s rocks were meant for immediate use.  There was a giant to take down.  There was a battle to be won.  There was a Death Star to be destroyed.  Ok, I made that part up.  There really weren’t X-Wings and Imperial T.I.E. fighters engaged in combat, above a poorly designed instrument of destruction. (I mean, who designs such a thing with an incomprehensible weakness?)  Here, there was only David, and this substantially bigger guy named Goliath.  And a sling.  And five rocks.  The young boy approached the behemoth, and, just as Luke was guided by Obi-Wan and the force to make that 1 in a million shot into the vent shaft, David was led by God to make his own 1 in a million shot into the enemy’s forehead, killing him instantly.  And then Chewbacca roared his Wookie celebration.  Ok, I made that part up too.  But be honest, you just imagined his growl in your head.  (It’s here that I should apologize for all the Star Wars references.  I won’t, but I should.  I just can’t stop myself.)

All throughout history there have been men and women who have stepped up and jumped in.  They turned the tide.  They inspired others.  They stopped evil.  They saved the day.  Every generation needs them…this one is no different.  So, get out there.  Get after it.  Jump in.  Live life.  And while you are doing all that…look for rocks.  There’s a battle ahead, with giants that need to be knocked down.  It may require your own 1 in a million shot.  But, with God’s help, you can do it. 

The Last Night

We come full circle this week.  If you have been on this journey looking at Psalm 23 through the lens of George Washington’s life, then you know that Washington lived a life often reflected through David’s words.  Did Washington camp alongside green pastures?  Indeed.  Did he walk beside still waters?  Yep; rough waters as well.  Did he walk through valleys of distress, troubles, and even death?  For sure.  Did he know that his strength and peace were found in God?  Affirmative.  Did he understand that God would be the goodness and mercy in his life?  You know he did.

It was the evening of December 13, 1799, and Washington sat at the dinner table.  He had spent the day overseeing work on his Mount Vernon estate.  It had been raining, snowing, and hailing…are we sure he didn’t live in Nebraska, because we can experience every season in a single day.  Well, since he arrived late and was a stickler for being on time, he stayed in his wet clothes and ate the meal.  Later that evening he began experiencing a persistent cough and complained of a sore throat.  Nevertheless, he went to bed believing it was nothing serious.  However, in the early morning hours of December 14, Washington awoke with a shortness of breath.  Things were not right.  Martha sent for Colonel Tobias Lear, Washington’s aide, and George Rawlins, the estate overseer.  A few hours later, Rawlins, who was practiced in blood-letting, drained 14 ounces of blood from the former president.  Now, if you don’t know about blood-letting, let me explain.  The doctor, or person performing the procedure, would cut into a vein and allow a specific volume of blood to be drawn out of the body, believing that it would remove whatever was causing the illness, as if the illness was simply contained in the immediate area from where the blood was removed…simply baffling to us today.  But it was widely practiced in Washington’s day.  When that didn’t seem to help Washington, Lear gave him some molasses mixed with vinegar, which nearly killed the patient.

Seven hours after Washington first woke with breathing difficulties, Dr. Craik arrived having been sent for by Lear.  Within a few minutes, Craik was applying a blister of cantharides, a medicinal concoction designed to counteract the inflammation of the throat.  Following that, Dr. Craik performed another blood-letting procedure, this time removing 18 ounces.  A short time later, a third blood-letting removed another 18 ounces.  A fourth blood-letting removed 32 ounces…now, a total of 80 ounces (a shocking 50 percent of the body’s blood) had been removed.

Two other doctors arrived and monitored the patient, and around 4 pm, Dr. Gustavus Brown, the last one to arrive, recommended a dose of calomel, also known as mercurous chloride.  It was designed to make the patient vomit excessively.  Of course, we know today, that mercury, in any form, is toxic to the human body, but in Washington’s day, that was not fully understood.  Washington sensed that his time was nearly over, so he thanked the doctors for their care, and at 10 pm, he called over Colonel Lear and asked to have a decent burial, and to not be placed in the vault for three days, a common request of his day, for fears of being buried too soon.  Washington wanted a clear understanding from Lear, so he asked him, “Do you understand?”  Lear responded that he did, and with that, the man that was affectionately referred to as “First in war, first in peace, and first in the hearts of his countrymen, uttered his final words, “Tis well.” 

We celebrate the life of Washington and all that he accomplished for our country.  It was a life well lived in many ways.  That is not to say that everything in Washington’s life was good.  One of the hardest things to reconcile with him (and many others) is the fact that he was a slaveholder.  I despise this fact…there is nothing more egregious than the idea of a person owning another person.  This will forever be a stain over Washington’s life that can never be reconciled or erased.  But we cannot simply throw out the goodness that he accomplished because of this black cloud over his life.  In the end, we must be honest with both sides of the man.  

There is no doubt that God’s hand of Providence followed George Washington throughout his life.  The goodness and mercy of the heavenly Father were very real to the Virginian.  And in the end, he breathed his last and dwelled in the house of the Lord forever.

Don’t Be a Chipmunk

“You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.”  Picture this…its Taco Tuesday, you’ve sat down, and with a street taco in each hand, you look across the table, and just a few feet away, there your nemesis sits, giving you that certain hangry look.  Or perhaps, without a care in the world, you are about to cut into that perfectly cooked steak, and there, across the dinner table, sits your foe.  Not a very pleasant image, is it? 

As a boy, George Washington copied a list of Rules of Civility and Decent Behavior in Company and Conversation, originally published by French Jesuits.  It is an interesting read if you get past the old English vernacular.  There are 110 rules to live by, ranging from how to talk to others, to general etiquette.  Among the 110, there are 19 rules that deal specifically with eating and drinking in the presence of others.  Here are a couple of them (copied as they are written):

                  Rule #97 – Put not another bit into your Mouth til the former be Swallowed; let not your Morsels be too big for the Gowls.  (**In other words, don’t be a chipmunk and stuff as much food in your mouth as you can.)

                  Rule #91 – Make no Shew of taking great Delight in your Victuals, Feed not with Greediness; cut your Bread with a Knife, lean not on the Table, neither find fault with what you Eat.

And my favorite:

                  Rule #90 – Being Set at meat Scratch not neither Spit Cough or blow your Nose except there’s a Necessity for it.  (**Yeah, no one wants to sit next to an individual blowing their nose, so don’t be that person.)

Would Washington have held to the same dining standards during a meal with Thomas Jefferson in Philadelphia as he would with British General Cornwallis at Yorktown.  Since people lived by a different code in his days, there is no doubt that yes, he would have treated enemies at the table just as he did friends. 

At the very core of this image of eating in the presence of one’s enemies though, is that God is providing protection in one of our most vulnerable moments.  He is in the personal bodyguard business.  In David’s time, the host of the meal was responsible for the well-being and safety of all guests.  So, David is saying that God, who is the host, will provide that protection while gathered around the table…the guest is not to be worried.

In an environment today where it seems some people cannot possibly get along with each other, perhaps we should start gathering around the dinner table and let God bring us together.  Let food be the common ground…and again, don’t be that coughing, spitting, nose-blowing complainer with food-stuffed cheeks.  Just don’t. 

Holy Coat

He was America’s first superhero.  He predated Spider-Man, Captain America, Ironman, Thor, and every other Marvel comic character.  He came before Superman, Wonder Woman, Aquaman, Green Lantern, and all of the DC comic heroes you can name.  He did not wear a symbol or letter on his chest.  He lacked any superpowers gained from an insect bite, chemical spill, or mutant gene.  He wasn’t from an alien planet.  He didn’t have any cool tools of the trade like the batarang, bat-laser, bat-shield, or bat-scope.  He didn’t get around town in a batmobile, bat-plane, bat-boat, bat-cycle, bat-copter, or have an underground cave where he parked all these amazing bat-vehicles.  And he didn’t have a really awesome utility belt that held, among other things, universal bat-pills, designed to cure everything.

No, George Washington did not have any special equipment.  However, what he lacked in that department, he more than made up for in courage.  

“Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death….”  On July 9, 1755, George Washington was serving as an aide-de-camp to General Braddock of the British Army, as they were attempting to clear out the French army in the region.  The target this day was Fort Duquesne, a French stronghold that lay between the Allegheny and Monongahela Rivers.  The French, accompanied by Canadians and Native Americans, waited patiently until the British army came within 10 miles, then attacked full force.  For three hours the French poured every effort into defeating the invaders.  It was an exceedingly intense battle…but it was largely one-sided.  The British were surprised and suffered nearly 1,000 soldiers, including General Braddock.  Washington, for his part, had two horses shot out from under him.  With Braddock mortally wounded, leadership of the British army was handed to Washington, who had no choice but to order a retreat.  His calm resolve helped save many British troops from certain death.  After the battle, Washington noticed that his overcoat had four bullet holes in it.  In the valley of death, his life had been spared.  Was it luck?  Or divine protection.  Washington believed the latter.

Three years later, Washington returned to the valley of death, this time with General John Forbes, to once again attempt to drive the French from the region.  It takes great courage to return to the scene of what should have been your death.  But there Washington was, right in the middle of the fray, and on one particular night, British soldiers mistook another British unit for the French army and began firing into their ranks.  Washington recognized what was happening and rose along one of the lines hitting their muskets with his sword, yelling for the firing to stop.  Once again, Washington risked everything in the height of battle.  And once again, Washington avoided certain death.

Nelson Mandela reminded us, “Courage is not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it”.  This helps when we walk through those moments where it seems natural to be afraid.  But we don’t have to remain there…we can dig deep and let courage break the surface and take over our thoughts and actions.  Only then can we honestly agree with David and say, “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil.” 

The second part of that verse goes like this: “For you are with me; your rod and staff they comfort me.”  This is the reassurance that, just as sheep experience protection by way of the shepherd and his rod and staff, God protects his followers from harm from outside and from within.  Even when we, like sheep, don’t realize we are on danger, God steps in and saves the day…making the bullets of life, that mean to take us out, miss.  Then, when we take the time to focus on the valley we just traversed, we are astonished to see the holes in our overcoat.

Paths

Dateline: 7 September, 1774.

Location: Carpenters’ Hall, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

The Reverend Jacob Duché stands.  All eyes are on him.  What he is about to do has been a topic of discussion and debate for several days among those gathered.  We’ll get to that in a moment.  If you study early U.S. history enough, you begin to see common threads of faith interwoven through who we know refer to as our nation’s founding fathers.  There is some discussion that John Adams, his cousin Samuel, Patrick Henry, Roger Sherman, John Jay, George Washington, and others were not individuals who held particular faith beliefs.  But nothing could be further from the truth.  What the good reverend says sets the bedrock for the First Amendment.  No, these men certainly did not distance themselves from their faith.  They embraced it.

The good reverend begins, “O Lord our Heavenly Father, high and mighty King of kings, and Lord of lords, who dost from thy throne behold all the dwellers on earth and reignest with power supreme and uncontrolled over all the Kingdoms, Empires and Governments; look down in mercy, we beseech Thee, on these our American States, who have fled to Thee from the rod of the oppressor and thrown themselves on Thy gracious protection, desiring to be henceforth dependent only on Thee.”  This was only the beginning.  Duché continued with requests for harmony, peace, truth, justice, and blessings…and closing this first prayer of the First Continental Congress with this – “All this we ask in the name and through the merits of Jesus Christ, Thy Son and our Savior.”  No, these men did not shy away from their faith as some might want us to believe.

I have already pointed out that Washington did not shy away from faith in God, but what exactly did he say about the subject?  On numerous occasions, Washington would write, “On my honor and the faith of a Chistian…”.  In another moment, “To the distinguished Character of Patriot, it should be our highest Glory to add the more distinguished Character of Christian”; and as on countless diary entries quoting from The Book of Common Prayer, such as this entry from April 3, 1768, “Christ our Passover is sacrificed for us…”.  One more example – in one of his General Orders Washington writes, “The General hopes and trusts that every officer and man, will endeavor so to live, and act, as becomes a Christian Soldier defending the dearest Rights and Liberties of his country.”

So, that is what Washington said, but what did he do?  For starters, he insisted on conduct based on the scriptures.  He did not allow swearing or drunkenness, and when not on duty, soldiers were expected and required to attend church services.  To help facilitate this, Washington instituted chaplains in each regiment of the army.  Additionally, he called on his soldiers to observe a day of fasting, humiliation and prayer.  In other words, Washington was focused on this thing called righteousness.

David makes the declaration that God “leads me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.”  What exactly does that mean?  At its foundation, those words picture an individual living a life centered on God and his principles, committed to his promises, and desiring to make known to others that message.  It is not enough to seek this path and be content that you are on it.  It is also dependent on showing others what it means to walk those paths of righteousness, for what other purpose did David record these words if not to tell others?  Solomon, David’s son, would later write, “A righteous man hates lying”; “Righteousness guards him whose way is blameless”; Righteousness leads to life”; the desire of the righteous is only good”.  These were all properties of a life of faith that Washington lived and wanted others to live as well.

Again, Washington understood the importance of faith in one’s life.  It powered his decision making and his leadership style.  He not only desired an army equipped with the necessary tools of war, as evidenced by his multiple letters to Congress asking for supplies, he also desired an army equipped with the tools necessary to walk the paths of righteousness.  In 1776, Washington reminded his soldiers , “to implore the Lord, and Giver of all victory, to pardon our manifold sins and wickedness’s, and that it would please him to bless the Continental Arms, with his divine favour and protection—All Officers, and Soldiers, are strictly enjoined to pay all due reverence, and attention on this day, to the sacred duties due to the Lord of hosts, for his mercies already received, and for those blessings, which our Holiness and Uprightness of life can alone encourage us to hope through his mercy to obtain.  

In other words…paths of righteousness.